I haven’t had anything particularly interesting to write lately–life seems to just continue rolling along and I feel like I’ve been a rather apathetic participant these last few months. Tonight, however, woke me slightly from my muted state. In case you’re not up on the current presidential campaign and such, Dartmouth hosted (this evening) a Democratic Presidential Candidate debate in our humble Spaulding Auditorium, the same location where I watched “Saved” and “Chicken Run” with 200+ undergrads. Although news about and preparations for the debate has/have been everywhere for the last few weeks, even today, things around town were rather calm.
Sure, I woke to the sounds of honking and cheering (the Obama people were hunkered on all corners in town with the “Honk if you support Obama” signs). And, one corner of the green (where the undergrads normally sunbathe between classes, run around a flaming bonfire at homecoming and build a giant snow sculpture for winter carnival) was covered with news trucks, not to mention dozens of spotlights. And there were huge and intimidating secret service SUVs all over the place (they’re rather obvious with DC plates and huge rammer-front thingies on their bumpers). But in general, everything was rather subdued. Normally, I’d be all over trying to photograph such a circus, but one of my students had the honor of being the student press representative for Dartmouth and asked to borrow my camera. I sent him off with my baby and said a few small prayers that I’d see it again (I did have a nightmare last night where he annoyed the wrong candidate and some secret service agent smashed my camera to bits–he has a habit of pushing everyone’s buttons)… Yes, perhaps I’ve been in a rut.
But to get on with my story, after several hours in lab, I went for a jog then decided to grab some dinner before going back to work. Pizza sounded swell, so I headed over to Ramuntos, our little brick and brew pizza place. The debate had just started, so I figured I’d be able to slip in and grab food, dash back to lab, then listen to the candidates while I ate.
As I cruised onto Main St (yes, it is just 1.5 blocks long), I got a smile from the ladies on the corner wearing sandwich boards saying, “Draft Gore!” As I waited for the light to change, I bent over to pet the darling chocolate labs sitting next to me–unfortunately, I hadn’t looked up at their owners till after I got a grumbling reprimand– apparently, you’re not supposed to pet the bomb pups. Whoops!
And, no one warned me that my pizza place was temporarily the homebase for “Clinton Country”. I hadn’t factored in to the equation the fact that essentially none of the campaign volunteers had been awarded a ticket to the debate or even a space in the over-flow viewing gymnasium. As such, each camp had found one local establishment in which they could hunker down for the evening. As the only person (besides the waitstaff) in the building without a Hillary shirt, I must have stuck out like a sore thumb. Admittedly, she’s not my favorite of the candidates, so being surrounded by a cheering Clinton crowd was a bit intimidating.
But my tummy was grumbling, so I decided to brave the crowd. Fortunately, when you live in a small town for long enough, you can’t help but frequent the same 7 restaurants, and eventually, those establishments can’t help but get to know you. Across the sea of munching volunteers and over the elevated din caused by the live (and amplified) debate coverage, one of the pizza dudes hollered across for my order. Suddenly, I had a craving for ziti rather than pizza. He looked a bit worried, but declared he’d find a way to get me my pasta.
It hadn’t dawned on me till I saw his expression that I was causing even more chaos with my order. But suddenly, I had a newfound appreciation for life in my small community. As I mentioned, I’ve been in a bit of a rut lately. Research has been going, well, backward progress-wise, and although I love getting to know all the new students who have moved into the dorm, and absolutely adore getting to see all of my former students again and hear about their summer adventures, I’ve been feeling rather done with Dartmouth. Kinda like senioritis, feeling “done” with a place just makes everything require more energy than normal. Reverse enzymatics. Anti-synergism. However you want to put it.
Somehow, watching the debate coverage of Hanover on my laptop, and being surrounded by outsiders in our small town, I suddenly felt a profound affection for this odd little place. It’s still funny to think, but I’ve rather grown up here and I’ve accumulated a lot of history here too. As anxious as I am to be gone, I guess I should enjoy being here while I still am. Because, of course, as much as I don’t want to admit it, I will miss the great northeast yonder. And it’s all in the little details. Baked ziti, for instance.